1...2...3...
I see these numbers...

Different house, different place
Different settings, different aura...

Won't give up
Won't give in...

So many changes,
So many emotions...

How do you tell,
what's real and what's fantasy...

As I look upon the scars
I have done...

I want to tell you so much,
but when I start to tell you something...

Sitting here thinking of the day,
when all this pain and confusion...

Standing outside
as the raindrops steadily hit me...

8-24-07
Late at night, on the way home from work...

The blade right in front of my eyes
I wish to reach for it and reveal its beautiful...

11-24-2011
Act like I'm big and bad...