hey yall.. my name is taryn... i am from New Jersey specifically in somerset county... i am 95% gay... and i am proud. i have an amazing girlfreind named Sam, she is my life... and i am no doubt in love... she is so amazing... ive known her for two years.. and have been dating on n off for 2 years .. our start day is 2-24-09.. |
What am I doing?
What have I done...
(to my parents)
I know you love me...
As she lie there on the floor
Wondering why they lied and said they care...
All I had in my heart
Has gently faded away...
So many mixed emotions
I wish would go away...
You technically are my mother
Yet I have never seen you a day in my life...
A cut near my throat
A cut on my wrist...
Pills oh pills,
Pills galore...
Now that I am gone
You can go on living your life...
I know she follows
She is there when it is light...
Experience tells you what you can do |
Being in love, is very different then actually loving someone. i love my boyfriend but i aint in love with him yet, In love is hard to say, but don't say you are IN LOVE with someone till you know it, esle the other person is just gonna get hurt |
Suicide may not truely end your life, for all you know it will make things worse |