Being adopted is not something you cant change
I know it may cause a lot of pain...

Everything in my heart has gone
And shall not come back...

I know she follows
She is there when it is light...

The voices in my head
Make me wish i were dead...

You technically are my mother
Yet I have never seen you a day in my life...

Everyday, when some one asks "Are you...
I smile and say "I'm fine" and then walk...

Young girl, older than 12
Living in this murderous hell...

Once upon a stary night
The stars made the sky oh so bright...

I may sin, but I am not bad.
I may cry, but I'm not always sad...

I am not stupid
Well I guess technically I really am...

I have come to you
In my time of need...

Where do I come from?
Why do I feel so bad...