I've been through so much in the past few years going in and out of grouphomes some stuff was on me but other things was on my mom she told them she didnt want me and to take me she said she didnt care where they took me to just get me out of her home! i think she did that because she loved me and she wanted the best for me and she couldnt take care of me because i was out of control.but after all of this i have fogiven her its been four hard years in DCYF and now im in a fosterhome still trying to get home but this time when i get home im changing because im tired of the person im trying to be. pleasing everybody that aint for me people always used to ask me for money and i was quick to give but when i asked they we're quick to say no but im not the person to argue ova money that isn't even mine.im tired of always being all nice and lovey dovey to people and they turn around and hurt me thats why i didnt want to let juan in my life because he turned around and hurt me and now im stuck with a broken heart!i give up on everything i stared and even though i made it far im still givin up cuz i lot the one thing i loved most in life and hes lost.i lost him,hes gone but we still talk as friends