My earliest poems are dark and sad, reflective of my state of mind at the time and the pain I was feeling. The next block are angry and mean showing I was still healing and focused on my father issues. My latest poem is a wrap up of all the previous ones, no longer trapped in a dark depression or fueled by consuming rage and hate, it shows I am now whole and my past no longer affects me. It also shows I am still growing but have made peace with my demons and am ready to move on, now in control of my life instead of being a puppet. I like how you can actually see me getting better, from my early poems to now. While they are very basic and not very well written I am happy with them because they are an outlet for what needed to be said, an expression of my confused emotions.