Happiness is a joke
Pain is reality...

No longer do i worry no longer do i care
I live life day by day more happier everyday...

Sometimes you find beauty and just
Sometimes you want it bad, but just...

I hate the life I lived in the eyes of most guys I...
Live the life I lived, live my nightmares live my...

Why does it feel like I'm all alone seems like all...
have done all the bad i have done all the hurt...

I've given my heart only to be given back.
Yet i gave it again only to be returned in pieces...

Why do we do the things that we do?
Everything happens for a reason doesn't matter if...

I can not escape my past it has made do horrible...
It has taken everything I have everything I have...

The things you've done you will be judged.
Not for how you look for how you are. So...

My life is but a shame a game a lack of respect
I lost the love of my life because i changed...

For so long i have been filled with anger, hated...
All that changed one day like I always knew she...

I cry to you O Lord for the sins that
I have done. How they haunt my every night...