To remember how it all was,
to remember his voice.
to remember how he hurt me,
inside and out.
i was left bleeding only to find out.
that i was pregnant to the guy who raped me.

Emos not a fashion, its not even a statment
its a way of life, a way of dealing

You dont have to meet me to know what im like ...
half of my life im as high as a kite.
i wish i could change and re-do my life again.
i lost my family and my friend.
now that you see what meth can do.
will you try it or not it is all up to you

I curl up on the floor and hope that someone can come and pick me up ...
but i forgot i locked the door ...
the drugs dont help ... and the councilers cant save me ...

You made me cry all night until i had no more tears to cry ...
you made me cut each day until the floor was red from blood ...
see what a lil wight lie really can do ...
there not innocent ...

If you really did love me ...
you wouldnt have walked away

I thought you would die to save me ...
but i was wrong ...
while im here bleeding on the floor your out there with her

"and they all lived happily ever after" ...
how dose that work ... ?

Sometimes i sit up and realise losing you was the worst part of my life and wish i could go back.
if i could i would pause at the good times ... fast farward the tears ... and erase the ending ...

Even thow you walked away from me ... i will be waiting forever to take you back ...
there is nothing you can do to take away my love for you