I still find myself thinking
of your amazing smile...

The voices....
Perfection Candice...

I feel numb
from the words that you said...

Thinking about the past
and it's messing with my head...

Its the empty mess
as you rest your head on your pillow...

Grrr...

The blinds close
and she rest her head...

Did you see the look in my eyes
and did you here my crys...

Why do i still feel it
why is it still there...

Your name is burnt into my head
Feelings will fade if only I'm dead...

Why don't you care daddy
all mum wants is attention...

Hold me tenderly
slowly push me away...