Thinking to myself on a windy night.
Ill keep you warm...
As i look in the mirror i see someone who isnt me.
Tears pouring, Hair a mess and make up smeared...
The sound of his voice makes me feel weak.
If only he knew...
I was born alive and free.
For now i see someone other than me...
My tears pour like rain.
Cant you see that im in so much pain...
Meeting you was a choice.
Loving you was a decision...
I look back and see the memories we shared.
Truth be told you never even cared...
Everything is built up inside.
The past has come over me...
For what you see are only fake smiles.
She could cry tears that run for miles...
Will you remember the times we shared?
Will you remember the fact i cared...
I once looked into your eyes.
You saw my tears and heard my cries...
I promise.
I promise to love you with all my heart...