There was a little girl
standing in a meadow...

What is water, without the lands depth?
what is a sakura tree, without it's pedals...

I did this poem on April second the day my dad...
seeing a black vortex in my head...

I can see you on the new coach
when I'm watching TV...

It seems like only yesterday
that my heart began to fill up with pain...

Can you hear me?
as i call through the darkness...

I remember when i was just a little girl
and i remember how i was daddy's whole world...

There's always death
there's always pain...

I see you in every direction
you even cover my very reflection...

One day your here, the next day your gone
it makes all the music turn in to sad songs...

People think they can get the best of me
but I'm not going to be someone i don't wanna be...

Falling and drowning in a endless dark lake.
Going under, can i get out? NO...