Waking up every night in fright
thinking of how you died that night...

Behind these eye's
lays a sad little girl...

I remember when i was just a little girl
and i remember how i was daddy's whole world...

Dear daddy,
when are you coming home...

Falling and drowning in a endless dark lake.
Going under, can i get out? NO...

I can see you on the new coach
when I'm watching TV...

It seems like only yesterday
that my heart began to fill up with pain...

I did this poem on April second the day my dad...
seeing a black vortex in my head...

There's always death
there's always pain...

People think they can get the best of me
but I'm not going to be someone i don't wanna be...

Can you hear me?
as i call through the darkness...

Oh what a wonderful life i had until that date...
I remembered my dad and then i cried...