I am from love that was never meant to be, from sadness that fills up my heart everytime I breathe. I am from effort, to act like nothing happened, from words that will haunt my dreams. I am from memories that are locked up in my dead heart. I am from love that is forever lost. I am from affection that I can't give back. I am from secrets that link everyone I know together. I am from a story that told me more that what I expected. I am from myths that break my heart in so many ways. I am from a storm that causes suicidal behavior. I am form love that threatens to kill me. I am from fear that forces me to react bravely. I am from a city where life and death meet only for a moment. I am from a promise that isn't set in stone. I am from such little time that I lose so fast. I am from sleep that finally comes peacefully. I am from love that is returned. I am from apologies that lead to explanations. I am from dreams that are confused with reality. I am from dreams that are confused with reality. I am from love that is questioned by strangers. I am from yes and no that never answer. I am from a deal that is put into place. I am from a life that's put back together, then torn apart. I am from a fued that revolves around my decision. I am from a destiny that will either send hell knocking on my door, or immortality with an angel... I am Jason... |
This paper heart of mine
is starting to turn red...
I try to escape my fate
hope for escape from my enemies...
So I can see that your new
new in this life of mine...
You think that you finally have it all
and then you see it start to fade away...
Youre sorry for what you did
and your sorry about what happened...
This paper heart of mine
is starting to turn red...
I am just waiting for a better day... |
As I fall to the ground i begin to realize |
It feels great to have my bestfriend back again, for the entire time she was gone my life just left me and when she came back it came back |