Ghjsdycdb..i.am.in.love.with.you..hfdhvbhdbv
no matter how much u try to hide it, i still see it.

W/o u im lost, cold, hurt, shattered, broken, destroyed, lonely, crazy, depressed, sad BUT better off.

Do u see what ur doing 2 me? dont u care?

Yea u hurt me, but i dont know why i cried, i should have expected it, ur just like all the other boys.

Look deep into my eyes, stare at my soul, what do u see?

Have higher expectations for me than i have for myself (so i can acheive). think less of me than i think of myself( so i dont get bighead). encourage me more than i encourage myslef. and i will surely grow.

My mom says i dont know what love is...this is one time i wish she were right. :'(

I wish i could lie to myself and say "none of this is happening" but i figure u've lied to me so much, i cant handle one more lie, even my own.

E- encouraged to
m- move past her
i- issues and to
l- love herself more than she loves
y- you

emily is a challenge.

No longer am i holding on to a dying relationship, but a dead one...think i can bring it back to life? for some reason i cant let go.