U expect bad from me. you act like u dont care. i know u question if u love me. ive been tryin to hold this dying realationship together and i have no idea why im still trying...cant i just give up? i know u have.

Its like im stuck in my messy room. a mess i made, but w/ things u gave me. i could clean it, but i would need some help. and im afraid to let u in b/c im afraid u'll make it worse, so i feel as if i have to clean it by myself, which is impossible.

I want someone to love me...believe in me...hope the best for me... know me...try to be there! I wish u were someone.

You dont have to set me free, i'll just break away.

Relying on ur love to save me, is like relying on a drought to provide water.

W/o u im lost, cold, hurt, shattered, broken, destroyed, lonely, crazy, depressed, sad BUT better off.

Do u see what ur doing 2 me? dont u care?

Yea u hurt me, but i dont know why i cried, i should have expected it, ur just like all the other boys.

Look deep into my eyes, stare at my soul, what do u see?

Have higher expectations for me than i have for myself (so i can acheive). think less of me than i think of myself( so i dont get bighead). encourage me more than i encourage myslef. and i will surely grow.