How do I truly smile?
When the things that make
me smile makes a tear
fall down my cheek?

His last words:
Just wanted to say before I go to bed that i love you i miss you and I hope you have a good day today. You are my world, you are the thoughts that fill my head each and every day. Kisses to you I love you

He was shot the next day.

She says to the man she loves in IRAQ
Im sorry u cant help with things back home Im sorry u are having a rough time Im sorry that I havent been the greatest since u left but what Im not sorry for is being in love with u
Nothing is said back..

Do you ever feel like you've just want to give up on everything you are working for and then think maybe it has already giving up on you?

Broken Bottle, Bleeding internally, Hard to think about repairs to be done.

Ur Lies told&u think that ur grovelin will make me come back&give u my heart after u took me for granted&tore me apart? U dont know me like u say u do b/c 4 if u did u would know that once u break my heart it will nvr be able 2 love u again

Because of you there is merely dotted lines where new scars would have been.

It's sad when it's to easy for you to move on and I'm sitting here crying in the corner. I then begin to think if you could move on so quick then you never truly loved me the way you say you did so f.u.c.k you I'm no longer crying over you.

If I could be anything I would be a tear, so I could be born in your eye, live on your cheek and die on your lips

I ran up the door, closed the stairs,said my PJ's, and put on my prayers. Turned off the bed, and hoppped on the light, all because.... you kissed me goodnight