I'm losing my life,
losing my fight...

So much hurt,
so much Pain...

Watch the pretty colors die,
You imagination fades into the sky...

Why don't people see her tears,
Why do people never care...

I smile at you then look away,
You cheered up my rainy day...

The blood of my memories pour down the walls,
I scream and cry as it falls...

Dear mum,
I needed to know that you love me...

Walk down doom road,
See demons but don't react, determination...

Two dark tunnels stand before me.
With one I will be sad the other happy...

Put on a fake smile,
And brush away the tears...

I hate it how my family hates,
How it starts late at night...

Thinking about you,
bring tears to my eyes...