I can't explain how i feel,
This new happiness seems so real...

I sit on bed cry and playing with my needle,
When did life get so unreal...

You asked me out,
But you like her...

You liked me when you heard my name,
After meeting you nothing was the same...

I'm so confused,
My hearts broken and bruised...

You're on my heart through whatever,
Even if you're gone forever...

In my field of dead flowers,
Here I could lie for endless hours...

You don't seem to care,
I'll just go have another burn...

I'll give you my razor blade kiss,
It'll cut you up inside...

I don't know how I feel.
Want these endless scars to heal...

I've forgotten how to think,
I can't remember how to feel...

Can't you see I'm not breathing?
I'm not awake...