Is it possible to feel heartbroken about something that was never there?

Why is it that the more you push me away, the more i want to be closer to you?

There's a first for everything
First kiss
First Love
First 5 hour phone call
First Fight
First Midnight cry
First Broken Heart
Thats just the way love is

You're the reason for the hearts on my paper

I just wanna say thanks...
Thanks for breaking my heart

There are no words that explain the way i feel right now...

You ask me how much i love you...
I tell you how many notebooks i filled with your name

"Just watched my wildest dreams come true... not one of them involving you!"

No one can see these secret tears I cay
No one will ever understand why I wanna die.

Just look at me and tell me 'why'
You love me as you do.