There's something inside me that grows,
And slowly takes my life away...

To have him so far is sometimes so hard,
But what I feel for him is special and true...

There is only one thing I want but,
I just cant have, and thats you my dear child...

My Dear Love i write this letter to you tonight
In which...

Why.....Why do i have to suffer once more
You new what i had gone through before...