Don't worry this isn't good-bye
It's the end
With a quick suicide
--Broken and Worthless--

He took my hand and lead me from the darkness..... Just to put me back there again.

In life you get no take backs, do overs, or re-dos. Lots of misstakes and just as many broken hearts. But at the end of the day you get the greatest reward.... Love....

And the tears began again,
From a text message sent by an @$$40L3 and a so-called friend

Sometimes I just wish I could get you out of my head, and forget all that was said.

I know in truth that I will feel better, once the pains washed away by the tears, and my eyes learn to hide these fears. I know in truth that this is my hearts final trial, and even if it kills me, I am going to smile.

I tell myself that I' m over it and over you again and again. Unfortunately I' m going on week two and still it' s not true.

Today seems to be the perfect day, to start fresh, begin a new, and pretend I never loved you

Its the little things u taught her, with the kisses then the hits. The whole u put in the wall where her head had once been. The night she said no but u didnt take that answer. u taught her to believe she deserved her scars and the sh!t u put her through.

Never meant for it to end up this way ... This war between youre heart and mine ... But it wasnt our choice it just wasnt our time