Locked myself in the bathroom, saw the pills sitting on the shelf. Turned on the shower, blared the music, hid my pain behind the scars made by the glistening blade, but it was never enough.

&& I really hope she realizes she was the only thing that kept me alive this weekend

1:30 a.m
Me: No matter what happens I will always love you you can't leave me..
Him: I promise I won't

7:35p.m the same day... He comitts suicide

7:37 p.m I feel like doing the same... What am I suposed to do without him here?

I'm stil sitting by my phone waiting for him to call... Even though my mind knows he ' s gone... my heart ' s just not there yet

No one understands what it is like to get lost in the fire, lost in our own soul.

And in a broken world, she ' s a broken girl, I want to save her, and show her she is loved.
To Sophie--I love you

Because at the end of the day it is her words that run through my head and none other

He picked me up off the bathroom floor-
Soaked in blood,
He took me to the hospital-
And let the doctors fix me up,
He saved my life-
and I hate him for it!

If you don't fight to find good then there will only be evil, If you don't fight to make happiness then there will only be pain, if you don't fight to find love then there will only be misery.

Questioning the broken heart... And the one who put it back together.