Favorite Poems of xxSuicidalxx
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Isn't it so odd
how one moment you're so sure... -
Downing with no water
Dieing without pain... -
She's the kind of girl
that will but up with all the shit... -
As shadows fade I fall asleep
the lonely hours are mine to reap... -
Joyful noose
I feel your tender grip... -
At night i daydream,
of ways to do it... -
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Yes
You've done it... -
This sorrow sits deep inside
with defeat and fears... -
Sitting on the coffee table
a few meters away from me... -
I hold upon this knife
my hands are shaking... -
I wonder as i lay restless in bed
Would i be missed if i were dead... -
No body understands it
it's gone on far to long... -
Falling in my tears
telling myself it will be okay... -
My wrists r red
Because they've bled... -
I FEEL LIKE THIS EVERYDAY
I SMILE I WAVE... -
Unheard story
secret whispers... -
Falling through the glass
Feels like knives carving into her naked flesh... -
As she lies on the bed,
The girl smells burning roses... -
Some would say I'm really sorry
I'd say I'm sorry too... -
This life of mine
Right out of a book... -
I watch the world go by
As I stand at the window and cry... -
First you think
Is it even worth it... -
In a dark room
A candle casts light... -
How can you sit there as life slips away
My anger grows stronger with each desolate day... -
Since I first put the blade to my skin
Nothings been the same... -
Goodnight Prayer...
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Hello Mr Sanity
How have you been lately... -
Agony's in the air tonight
and suicide's in her hands... -
I didn't want to scream
And I didn't want to cry... -
I hold myself close
ANd one more day... -
Her life is Numb
She cant feel anything... -
She goes into the bathroom; it was one of those...
where turning the blade on herself would make all... -
If I were to fall
Would you be there to catch me... -
Life is never good for me and this is what I wish...
Just let me end it all for I'll be happy in the... -
Suddenly gone
leaving nothing but tears... -
She hides behind a smile
Faking the truth... -
I hold you colse
And tell you the words you want to hear... -
In her purse, the glint of a blade
In her bag, 200 pills, that many she shouldnt take... -
Crimson roses turning black
Love turning into hate... -
Every day is the same,
Put on a smile pretend its ok... -
Arms are bleeding,
Seems I'd never been so damn crazy... -
Shiver, rigid follicles on
aching limbs... -
Melancholy
thoughts seeping through the windows in your mind... -
I lay on the bed,
With the gun by my side... -
I'm in love
yet I'm slowly hated... -
Everyday of her life
She walks around... -
This torment is just unreal
I canâ??t take this pain I feel... -
On the outside i look like I'm living but on the...
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Here lies my mournful memories.
Forever gone & never to deceive me... -
It's started again. The pain has returned.
As the fire in my heart that once burned... -
On the top of his building, I cry
Thinking of suicide... -
If your world is started
and everything has gone wrong... -
The world f**ked up
or so you say... -
When in the dark; you are my light.
When in this battle; you are my might... -
Being let down, is something that I'm used to
But something that I don't like...at all... -
Again I'm on the edge of breaking down
Ready to crash down in the ravine... -
Why cant they just be happy,
That I have someone that loves me... -
No matter how far you walk.
no matter how long you fought... -
No one will see, never know
What I'm feeling, dealing with... -
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It... -
As i shut my eyes,
I dream... -
Alone again,
Left behind... -
Trapped in this body
No longer existing... -
Crying a corner
Thinking of what to do... -
Evening gloom.
Midnight darkness... -
Driving away in the lost road
Thinking back, going slow... -
The screaming in my head
Is as heavy as lead... -
Dieing seems to be the only choice I have left in...
Should I shoot myself with a gun... -
VERSION 1
I die tonight...when you die, you will not see me... -
Im sick of hurting
and sick of crying... -
Note to self:
Do not believe... -
How can you change
what was never meant to be... -
Drowning in your tears
Yet you don't notice mine... -
Wonder made my wounds
Questions made then deep... -
This is about how i was
She covers up her arm to hide the scar... -
Alone in my room
Check if I am thinner... -
I can't concentrate
I can't sit still... -
The air's so clear, I can see your smile through...
You can beg me to stay, but the heat is becoming... -
The kiss of steel across the skin,
A calm you can't explain... -
Pop the pills
Swallow the liquor... -
Bloody scars
& mascara stains... -
This monster called depression,
On my strengthless body it feeds... -
He's the nightmare in my dream
The scars across my wrist... -
I am currently blowing
out my eardrums with my music... -
A river is flowing
From my eyes yet again... -
The rain started to come down
As look at my phone waiting for your call... -
If my life was a book
You couldnt read the pages... -
Let me die from the inside out!
just ignore it when you hear me shout... -
Once upon a time, not very far away
A young girl sits in her room and waits... -
You think you know this girl?
You couldn't be more wrong... -
She's got the eyes of innocence(tears of pain)
Face of an angel(but going insane... -
Tears and blood fall to the floor
the sorrow i am feeling, i want it no more... -
What Would You Do If The World Crashed Down On You? (11)
by AmberSherrellxxIve Been Sitting Here Trying To Find Myselfxx
I'm losing everything I fought to gain
So I turn to razors to extinguish my pain... -
I'm all alone and now I see
The darkness is all you've left me... -
I walk into class like any other day
Not knowing that my whole life's about to change... -
A scream, a shout
A razor, a doubt... -
I carve a crimson X across my heart
To show how you have torn me apart... -
Cover the scars and hide your tears
Paint on a smile and ignore your fears... -
I see a young girl with a frown on her face
Her once beautiful gown is now blood-covered lace... -
What doesn't kill me makes me stronger
But I'm not sure I can go on much longer... -
The walls are closing in.
I fear I can't get out... -
One cut, two cuts, three cuts
Why bother... -
Feeling nothing on the inside
too broken yet living... -
When i finally break down
and put myself to rest... -
I wanted to live
A life more worthwhile... -
Am i pretty enough now?
she stands in front of a mirror... -
Turn the page
the journal lies... -
I have the curse of streaks of red,
now I cannot stand the human touch... -
I said a little prayer,
God did you hear... -
I can't escape,
The razor calls my name... -
You thought I stopped
and what did was right... -
Thinking back to the past
I am dying inside... -
Hello my resurrection to the end.
My final breath before the end... -
Time goes by
Yet I don't understand... -
Blood drips down your skin
You know you let them win... -
Life is juss an excuse
for me i think there is NO use... -
Vacant eyes in the shadows
The executioner bows... -
A near death experiance,
happened to me... -
Looking at you
I know what you see... -
The finale has come, the end is here,
No one scream, and do not fear... -
I see you i the corner
slashing your wrists... -
Perfection in her eyes
Is impossible to find... -
I thought I knew myself.
But I was just a lie... -
Hiding behind a mask
of what they want to see... -
Life is a burden
I wish I didn't have... -
She was a lost soul
Who never fitted in... -
I need you
but which one of you should i choose... -
It's happened again
But I should have known... -
My stomach is in knots from thinking so much and...
It's coming back... -
Every time I take a risk
In the end it never seems worth it... -
I keep having this memory
a reoccuring dream... -
Here alone I am,
here alone I sit... -
This is my story
this is my life... -
*Before you continue... I just want to let...
I've seen the way you eye me like that... -
You always ask, why did I try it?
Why did I take that knife... -
She doesn't know what the future will bring,
Just trying to live through each day... -
Black isn't the color of death
It's the true color of life... -
*Please read all of it*
What if you saw my arm one day... -
I can't this any more,
Every time I try I fall on the floor... -
I see it there, vividly scarred on my thigh...
i remember when i did that... -
Bracelets, arm-warmers, jackets
I hide from you... -
*It's long but PLEASE read it... it's about me*
There she sits so helpless... -
My hope has died
Escaped with the tears I've cried... -
You were the one who i loved. I'd do anything for...
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*Please Read*
I’m leaving in September... -
How can they do this to me,
They're scarring me for all eternity... -
Back and forth, always the same.
They think our emotions are just a game... -
I think my heart is dying,
They aren't even trying... -
I bet you can't guess my favorite color,
It can be bright or it can be duller... -
Speak to me my precious
But speak without a sound... -
I have the worst curse on the planet,
It really doesn't work to my benefit... -
*I know it's long, but please read all of it...
How can a soul be so hurt inside... -
Voices screaming in my head
wrong decisions made... -
My happiest thought is suicide
I'm so tired of all these lies... -
Kill me now
kill me please... -
Time's rolling forward
I'm getting bored... -
Kill me now
make me bleed... -
One day I will fall asleep
Maybe under a big hollow tree, maybe on a flying...
