Alone in my mind
Behind dark doors...
"Your so fat"
"I hate you"...
Alone
tapped in my fears...
Blood pools around me
My body still and pale...
Every time i see those veins
I try to suppress the urge...
Like cold fingers around my heart
Like claws that rip me apart...
I can feel myself sinking
back into the mists of sadness...
A impending darkness
creeps in on me...
Walls around me
no doors for escape...
I need a break
from this ache...
Technicolor is what you see
for you cannot see the pain inside of me...
It's like a river of red
A crimson stain...