My friends, family, and my lovers
are my everything...

You are my friend
And I love you as a sister...

I set here and watch you
I watch you like a mother...

Depression acts like a cruse
Its nothing but a state...

When I look at you
I see a kind and caring person...

I hold you in my arms
I am crying because I know...

As I dream
I dream of us...

When I look in to his eyes I am safe.
When I am in his arms I am safe...

I hope mine and his love will last forever but I...
Never know if it does or do not but all I know I...

The day ends and I am sad.
Sad because I am afraid of saying bye to the only...

My hope is lost.
Lost forever my love is gone...

My heart is telling me to love him but my mind...
What do I do...