Because one day I know you won't be here,
And don't try to deny it, we both know it's true.
That's why I do this.
I have to push you away,
Because I need to know if I can still breathe without you giving me air.

I'm ready to be the girl I used to be again.
Do you remember her?
She smiled and laughed a lot.
Didn't cry when someone shot her down
And could get through a day without wanting to die.
I think I can be her again now,
I learnt how to smile again.

Nobody knows it,
But you've got a secret smile only for me.
And everyday I see it,
My own secret smile grows just a little bit more.

And her mother found her in the bathroom,
Spread across the floor,
Blood pooled around her pale body.
No one had cared enough to find her,
And stop her from this end.

And when God turns a blind eye and listens with a deaf ear, we'll take matters into our own hands. We'll try and fix the world ourselves. Now look around you, see what happens when humanity is left to fend for itself. Still love Him now?

And her favourite song
Will play through her head.
Screaming the words,
She never learnt how to say
As she takes her final breath,
Her suicide note, a song in her head.

There's a colour between Black and White.
There's a feeling between Love and Hate.
There's a world between Heaven and Hell.
There's a choice between Life and Death.
Which will you make tonight?

"Don't play games with me" she said.
"But games are so much fun! Like the one we're playing now: where you pretend to care and I pretend that I don't want to rip you apart to show you all the pain you've put me through"

And it's just like every cliched teen movie out there~~I love someone I can't have.