And I still have nightmares
About those days...

Tears streaming down my pale cheeks
Once healthy, now pampered in blood...

Did I ever tell you how much I love you
How it’ll kill me not seeing your face...

I never spoke about what you did to me
And I know I never will...

- Written earlier this year
The walls are white, reflecting the shadows...

What's the point in writing this book
Full of sadness and hate...

The ultimatum is here now
After just another crisis point...

This smile i wear throughout the day
So warm, so soft and kind...

Water flows through my burnt hands
As I sit here and think...

They tell me these feelings aren't real
this tormenting that i can feel...

When i call you're never there
is being with me too much to bear...

Silhouette Screaming
Maybe this masquerade is over...