If only you knew how it feels
To wake to dark on a sunny day...

I follow the scent upon the ground
Just to take me away from here...

Why can't I have a heart of stone?
A heart of stone would not ache...

The outside is cool, collected, calm
In control, no cause for alarm...

Tears fill their empty space
Splashing down a cold wet face...

Here you go
With your charming words and smiling lies...

I never meant to make you cry
All alone in the dark at night...

In the car with cheerful mum
thoughts pass me by...

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice, when I couldn’t speak...

Everday, sitting here all alone
Sitting looking out...

Illusion my reality
Blood stained tears are all I have left...

Why Me
Why should I be the one to suffer...