Although this poem probably just seems like...
Swallowed in the sound of my screams...

What's happening to this lonely world
That's now so full of sorrow...

Looking at the happy pictures
Of me when I was young...

A friend died that week and left me in shock
So many thoughts raced through my mind...

Another night filled with sad despair
Sitting here on my own...

A single white rose is all I have
To remember your last depart...

It's two am, you're still on my mind
These sleepless nights leave me behind...

So many promises of the life out there
A life with smiles, a life without despair...

Sat here shaking day after day
Now that this pain has decided to stay...

Written 2.00 am before my grandma's funeral
Fighting back the tears...

You're acting like I have a choice
I can hear it, in your voice...

Can’t Believe Your Gone
Walked past your flat today...