Why can't I see
Whats happening to me...

You expect so much of me
All I can do is to try...

Pain torments my arm as I write away
Writing away throughout my day...

If only you knew how it feels
To wake to dark on a sunny day...

Walking alone in the dark street
No one here,nobody to meet...

Tears pour like a neverending stream
Of sorrow, of pain, an evil dream...

Calling out in the night
No words, no shouts, no sound...

Sitting alone
A figure in the shadows...

I wish my soul would fade away
Every day I sit, wish and pray...

The outside is cool, collected, calm
In control, no cause for alarm...

Tears fill their empty space
Splashing down a cold wet face...