You know the old saying.. If you want the rainbow then you have to put up with the rain. But what if the rainbow isn't worth the rain?

Call me stupid,
But i really did believe you when you said you loved me.

"And when the rest of the world walks out,
I'll still be here i promise"
Thats what you said,
You Lied.

& i'm just a stupid girl,
That should have known i was being played.

& I'm angry at myself for ever believing that you cared.

You don't know how strong you are,
Untill being strong is the only option you have

& She's simply forgotten what happiness feels like.

& She sits up at night and stares at her phone,
Wondering if hes ever going to call..

& She acts like shes not hurting every second without him,
She pushes everyone away so they don't see,
All because she misses him wayy too much.

& I need you in my life..
Why did you have to go?