My world was falling apart and you were the only one giving me hope that i could actually survive.. But you walked away.. left me standing there as i watch my world be destroyed .

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And the reason why I cry at night; I still remember how it felt when you loved me .

A smile is like a band-aid, it covers up the pain.. but it still hurts .

*not mine .

If my voice couldn't reach your ears..
How could my feelings ever touch your heart ?

Need to talk to him soon or I'll go crazyy! I really miss him :(

Today, I spent most of my time thinking about how I really feel about you. Right now I'm still confused, all I know is that i want you in my life and if lying to you is the only way to keep you by my side then thats what I'll do. And I'm really sorry.

It's already too painful.

"Don't ever leave me." I hate this sentence. It never works. Why did he have to tell me this! :(

I'm afraid that my anger problem will ruin us.

I fell in love with him without even realizing it, I told myself not to.. But it was too painful to stay away.