Hi there, well im 16 and i live in the UK.
My father left me and my brothers and sisters when we were kinda young and how he is totally trying to get back into our lifes but i think i've been hurt enough so i wouldnt let him through. My cousin and uncle died less than a year ago and it's just been ..... really hard for me to talk to anyone and now i finally feel like i should let some of this pain away.
I've never been able to just be me and im hoping with the help of some people of this that i can finally come to terms with all the bad stuff thats happened to me. And just to conclude all of my problems im in love with someone that i know in my heart i shudnt be but i just can't help the way i feel about him</3