I can not do this anymore; its time for me to...
I knew you could not be the one; I was stupid to...
Demons in the mirror
Voices in your head...
Sorrow has no place
I'm left here in a waste...
How can I begin to describe the hate?
True hate I have for my multicolored thighs...
Obsessed
Obsessed with the goal in mind...
Feeling sick to my stomach,
wishing i had more tears...
Starved of love; you are obsession.
Slave of faith; hope's divination...
Take a look,
Tell me what you see...
I can't say I've ever believed in love at first...
Nope, not once, until that very night...
I was on the edge of my imagination
when your face interrupt my concentration...
I feel like I'm breaking
Being forced to let go...
I watched the blood fall
And drop on the floor...
One piece of artwork
I know i've mastered...
She grabbed the knife
Caressed it on her wrist...
Ripping,cutting
Forever burning...
I will NOT eat
If i eat i show defeat...
I told you,
Hoping it was right...
What can I do?
I'm hurting...
I have met a demon.
This demon has no face...
Good bye world I don't belong
All I do is sing the same song...
Have you ever carved away the pain?
you would know...
Her heart is broken,
Her soul torn apart...
She hid the tears,
So you couldn't hurt her...
A broken heart
a shattered soul...
All she wants is to be heard,
Even if it's just one single word...
For all those times, you helped a friend
when it was you to blame...
Alcohol is like a chemical
it can tear your life apart...
He never really was my type to begin with
Yet I put my shallow ways in the wind...
Everything is a mess
It is all in my head...
Something lies inside,
Deep with in my fleshy body...
Can you hear me?
I'm right in front of you...
I gave you my heart to cherish,
I gave you my heart to keep...
I'm alone in the world where no one know my name
I'm alone in this world where The darkness grows...
My Cry to the Cutter
BY: DeadAnGeL (a.k.a. cha...
A red rose blooming to its full,
Standing there in all its glory...
People always say that they don't want to die but...
Think of it this way your going to die anyways so...
People say that the other side of that pillow is...
Can they hear the echo of my cries?
which are drowned by their never ending lies...
I'm addicted to the way it feels,
With the knife across my wrist...
....... Suffocated by loneliness,
Chained by responsibility...
Hold the stomach in.
Brush away the blemishes...
You came out of the darkness
You came out of my dreams...
There is a lot of violence
as i sit and suffer in silence...
And I'll pretend that everything is okay.
But honestly, it's eating me up inside...
The smiles I fake,
The scars I make...
Nobody knows that the girl they see
Everyday is just a fake...
A girl who is always happy
a girl who loves her life...
She sits, she stares.
Wondering if nobody cares...
Hurting inside
acing in my heart...
As I lie awake I ponder
Why can't I fall asleep...
I don't think I can make it through the night
Everything is wrong, nothing seems right...
Some-Day`s You Feel Like You Want To Run Away And...
Curl Up In A Corner To Fade Away And Die...
A stain upon your heart.
I grab a knife to hid the pain...
This pain that i hide, is the one that kills me...
no one knows i cry except for the me inside...
The time passes and passes
and I remain the same...
I want all the pain to go away
all the sad memories and tears...
I stare at my blank pages
Trying to write what you mean to me...
Whenever I meet my first love,
I feel like Im flying like a dove...
After looking back
i realized that i meant nothing to you...