I care about you a hell of alot,
But you dont give a damn about me unless im giving...
I try anything and aways everything i can to be...
i try so hard to be thin enough, throwing up over...
The food screams my name but i say no! no no! i...
Secrets kept for along time turn into the worst...
ive kept the way I feel about you a secret for the...
If being any better in your eyes means I have to...
Is there? The smell of paint is my favorite thing...
When I stroke slowly with that paint I become an...
The stars reflect off the lake, and your eyes are...
The words that you say im okay are in fact lies...
I dont know where to run i dont know where to go,
my life falls more and more apart everyday...
Everybody thinks I'm a happy person,
Because every morning I put on a face that doesn't...
Every night, I do the same exacted things,
Turn on my lamp, sit in my bed, cry until my bed...
Even though your with her I still miss you,
Even though she's the one in your arms I still...
I want him so much,
I want to be the one in his arms...