I'm sorry I turned out to be too much,
yet not enough...

Some day you'll
feel the pressure...

I really wish you were here.
I wish we could sit by the...

Get this poison out of me
I don't want any part...

I felt seasons shift
in your silence...

it's 1 am & the coyotes cackle across the creek --
& how strange, it makes me feel less alone...

Where's the sun?
I thought you promised...

Have I mentioned lately how I hate being reminded...
Is it so wrong to wish for someone to decide for...

It's exhausting to spend all my energy for the day...
This moment that hits me like a tidal wave...

I feel it
- a nudge of safety...

They're going to notice soon -
the hollowness in my eyes...

I wake up without the scream.
It doesn't seek anything from me...