Surprisingly, I am not spending the holidays
in a court ordered facility, even though I...

Why do we want what we
can't have the most...

You visit me
in dreams...

It's 5 AM and as I look out my window
before drifting to sleep...

It was the one space we were
working to make safe...

This place is full of ghosts
and I'm shaking and shivering...

I still can't believe you're gone,
but I can't let myself miss you too much...

Do I feel guilt? Of course I do,
but this time I do not let it consume me...

I wish it could all be different.
I wish fear wasn't two-faced...

Safety is security,
a promise you'll always be there...

You got up hours ago at 9 AM with a contented...
Today was a dreamless sleep. Sometimes I prefer...

What does you leaving feel like?
It feels like telling you I'm afraid of the dark...