what happens when you hit rock bottom
not once, but twice...
What I miss the most
is finally feeling safe enough...
Randomly, I'll remember
bits and pieces of it...
I delay the onset of the hurt
you unintentionally caused...
I wish you'd held on for me,
and waited out my tide...
I hope I don't see you in the morning.
I hope our paths never cross again...
3 months later, and i
finally shuffled through...
I imagine us at a state fair,
walking through the crowds...
I was like a child with you
Teary eyed and baby blue...
Sitting alone out in the cold
Begging for a speck of hope to hold...
I hate that I'll be entering a new year
without you...
It’s a mess, and I never meant it to be this...
I wish I could live in a world that doesn’t know...