i breathe her in,
sage, wildfire & smoke...
I greeted the dawn boldly,
hoping to encounter a speck...
This body talks and interrupts
- my peace...
I'm sorry,
I couldn't keep...
I want to tell her about you,
how you're not the kind of loneliness...
I'm often jealous of
how deeply you sleep...
The rain is sparse,
but I hear it inch its way closer...
you buried me in
bitter orange and oak...
Having you in my life is making me miserable,
a word I often feel too privileged to throw...
Trigger warning: eating disorder...
you're not eating and we're trying everything we...
I let the rain massage my shoulders,
untying the knots in my back...