Whenever she bakes, I'm reminded of
home...
I am crushed,
like how he...
Lately, it's felt nearly impossible
to get out of bed...
[trigger warning: eating disorders...
I thought the heat would
be suffocating today...
You used to unnerve me.
Until I didn't care anymore...
I drive there,
then sit in the parking lot...
I went to the grocery store the other day.
I didn't plan it...
I am one of the lucky ones.
I do not have to cower in clubs...
There are ways we talk around
her, taking shameful steps...
I never knew why I was here,
in this dimension...
we can only live for so long
on a scorched planet...