Where are you, old friend?
When I grew up here, I was a child. Five years old...

My soul - empty of
lilies (your favorite...

You, yes you. I know you're still alive,
if only between the pages of my eyelids...

She wanted, craved, discreet. She was also...
But when she walked into the air-conditioned...

The lies we tell ourselves are toxic. And by...
I return to them. All of them. The men. The...

She loved me here
among the ravenous mountains...

I try to stir you
gently...

Do you think that I could forget you?
That I could murder all the moments...

You said I'm like an exploding star,
with just a few too many self-destructive...

Panic attacks on the road
to recovery...

I don't mind that my soul is wild...
You're looking to settle down though...

All of this anger bottled up -
I will someday explode and no one...