(trigger warning)
Depression is not just the lack of joy...

Loneliness is cold;
it’s wanting to turn on the heat...

(trigger warning)
It was messier than I meant it to be...

“See the forest for the trees”
but I am the last man standing...

I always equated sadness to sound,
the sorrows of a songbird, the pain of a...

I thought I wrote a poem about it already,
but as I'm flipping through your pages...

I don’t remember much of last year
(except hospitals and hardships...

I still feel
the profound sadness...

What does it mean to be a tourist
in your own body, in a vessel...

I imagine you
waking me up for the grandest breakfast...

hesitate
you hesitate(d...

you left me to
fend for myself...