I wish it could all be different.
I wish fear wasn't two-faced...

Do I feel guilt? Of course I do,
but this time I do not let it consume me...

I still can't believe you're gone,
but I can't let myself miss you too much...

The warmth should inspire me to live,
but instead, it feels like a dreamland...

This place is full of ghosts
and I'm shaking and shivering...

It was the one space we were
working to make safe...

It’s a mess, and I never meant it to be this...
I wish I could live in a world that doesn’t know...

It's 5 AM and as I look out my window
before drifting to sleep...

You visit me
in dreams...

I hate that I'll be entering a new year
without you...

Why do we want what we
can't have the most...

Surprisingly, I am not spending the holidays
in a court ordered facility, even though I...