it's 1 am & the coyotes cackle across the creek --
& how strange, it makes me feel less alone...

Sitting alone out in the cold
Begging for a speck of hope to hold...

I felt seasons shift
in your silence...

Get this poison out of me
I don't want any part...

I really wish you were here.
I wish we could sit by the...

Some day you'll
feel the pressure...

I'm sorry I turned out to be too much,
yet not enough...

I hide my depression on days like this,
because it hurts to know a portion of...

I was like a child with you
Teary eyed and baby blue...

I imagine us at a state fair,
walking through the crowds...

I hate the nights when I
end up talking to myself in...

I close my eyes tightly,
thankful for tired bones...