Why am I writing within a fear
if I don't even know if I can...

That promise of never being alone
is hard to believe from your eyes...

I couldn't handle it this morning.
Correction - I couldn't handle her...

I wish I could let myself feel it.
The reality that you care...

When I was young, being watched from pale
shorelines of New Zealand, I never believed...

Randomly, I'll remember
bits and pieces of it...

Walking down the long aisle in a white dress,
Their bright eyes meet, loving each other no less...

Crowding into a capacious elevator,
Elbow to elbow, eye to eye...

He says he can leave me with
an outlet, a bureau I can imprison...

Change
must first be...

You raised two suicidal
kids. One who questions...

Jellyfish fingers
slide beyond summer's treasure cove...