A secret is a secret,
not something to be shared...
Lost in confusion,
illusions and such...
Where does it end,
its not my choice...
My memories are of the past,
i live and learn for the now...
Abuse my mind,
broke my heart...
Trying to stay sane,
inside of insanity...
I'm sorry for the things I've done,
i never meant to hurt you...
Never more than now,
and more each and every day...
Please visit me in my dreams,
i cant deal with the change...
Its coming to an end,
i cant take much more...
I'm facing a wall,
imagine it was him...
I took a wrong turn,
ended up where i started...