Life pushes you down until you cannot stand
laughter fills your ears yet it is not yours...
Behold, the heart which none can thaw
the death which cannot be undone...
She can't stand
won't fight...
I miss you so bad
your smile haunts my dreams...
Looking in the mirror is frightening sometimes
because I am not totally my own...
Never wanting to sleep
because your reality is better than any dream...
I'm looking back at all the times that you said
'It'll be okay...
When I was little my daddy told me
I'd be okay...
You may lose your memory but you never lose your...
just stand outside and let your tears be mingled...
I'm staring at the sky
hoping to catch a glimpse of the universe...
I stand with my eyes raised high
my arms away from my sides...
Dull blue eyes
I'm staring at you without seeing...