My blood and tears
mingle with the rain...
Am I good enough yet?
As my tears create streaks down my face...
God can't hear me
neither can you...
Gone but not forgotten
Dream as I die...
The branches of the blood trees
scratch at my windows...
My efforts weren't nearly enough
I tried so hard but...
Dear Anybody,
Can you really see me...
Dear Dad,
Everytime you look at me...
Do you know why I do this?
Your indifference hurts...
She can't stand
won't fight...
The echoes of the past
keep coming back to haunt me...
As I'm sitting on the stone cold floor
my head resting on my knees...