I'm falling into a liquid abyss
a place of pure darkness...

I can feel the
darkness pulling...

I've never felt this empty
You've fallen out of home...

Lingering on the edges of your thoughts
the lies you've been fed...

It's so hard to live up to you
still unsure of what you want me to do...

I hate you
I hate me...

Looking in the mirror is frightening sometimes
because I am not totally my own...

My pain is more than denial
more than the painful fact that you won't be...

Held in a cage
made of porcelain promises...

Hello little one
I never left...

When I cried
you...

You closed your eyes to the truth
you can't stand to see...