I mixed a drink,
And stole the pills...
I cut myself just to see
how much it bleeds...
This pain won't leave me alone
it's as cold as a stone...
I can still find myself
Lost in time...
Pink candy canes and butterfly kisses
Close your eyes darling, fulfill all your wishes...
In the darkened room she clutches her bear
The one that he gave her from the summer fair...
Rip me open slowly,
You like to hear me shout...
This story that I'm saying,
it happened & its true...
You are the cause
You are my pain...