So many things I'm wishing I could do something about yet all I just want is somebody to hold me and say it's alright; my heart is really breaking. I do not know just how much more I can hold on to before letting go.

Everytime I see myself, there's always something wrong with me...

You can't damage my feelings when bits of my heart are already lying on the floor, being stepped on, unnoticed by you...

I feel like killing myself tOo. I've hurt your feelings even more than you let on...

Dying. I apologise for my demeanor; I really do. It's hurting me even more to be hurting feelings when you're not at fault.

It feels so sad, but I just cannot express it. I don't know how, for all the times I cried it never make me feel any better..

I just don't belong anymore. And when I look at you, I won't feel the slash across my heart for the times you were not here...

I feel like I'm living the life of an adult, going through the problems of an adolescent, while being stuck with the mentality of a child.

I just need this pain to end right here.

I lost my temper, I wish I didn't. I just wish I wasn't here, wasn't breathing, wasn't alive, buried six feet under, dead, unmoved, not listening, in hell, burning...

Yeah, I just wish.